It’s another first day – I really love that. Though I know that I can have a fresh start every day, heck, every second of my life, the first day of a month always feels so promising and fresh to me.
So, I started winding my yarn for a new lacy shawl – the pattern is called Sunshowers and I love it for the name alone. Today we had a mix of heavy rain and some sunshine later. Chilly, but sunny.
I tend to make plans easier when a new month or year lies ahead of me.
No idea why, but that’s the way it works.
I am writing here and am working on my book, structuring my thoughts, channelling them into chapters.
I am planning and sorting, listening inside and feeling a lot. I feel really joyful and excited, yet part of me is anxious (“is this going to work? are you sure?”) – oh, my inner critic, she wants to know exactly what I am going to write, when and how I’ll publish…
but wait: I ,the writer,I don’t need to know everything, I am on a journey. right?
I have to remind myself often, very often – but I trust I’ll get there.
Trust is one of the qualities I need when I am writing:
- trust in my inner voice
- trust in my ability to get it done
- trust in my higher self and her guidance
- trust in my buddies who’ll support me
- trust in my ability to write authentically
So, I have started today, with my first step – am curious where it will lead me this time. Stay tuned.